As Ever • 7 implied HN points • 16 Feb 26
- The speaker feels torn: they crave someone or something to tell them what to do, but they also hate being ordered and value their freedom.
- People want different moral things—some want to be innocent, some want to be worse, and some even want punishment; the longing here is for cleansing and clarity, pictured as cold, clear water.
- Simple, peaceful hopes and small rituals—like praying in the sun and imagining a sea—help them endure and make each day bearable.